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Monday 23/3/6

Came to school today, the class was unexpectedly quiet and lowkey(?), I can feel the sadness of some people, it makes me very sad. When I found out that Sofia was rejected by csm, it made me very sad all morning, because I liked her style very much and was touched by her efforts. In my opinion, she is the most "like" St. Martin, I have always admired and liked her work.
Back to myself, my UCAS still doesn't have any updated information, so far, maybe this is not a very bad thing. For now I just need to wait and focus on part3 projects and work as much as possible.

After the tutorial with David, I clearly feel that what is needed now is no longer to increase but to reduce and clarify the theme of the project.

List of content I will focus on:
- [ ] Hair/My Story-Education & Politics & Biological Changes/Dyeing, Shaving, Bald, Barbershop
- [ ] Desktop Search / Final Year of Primary School, China and the World Internet Blocked
- [ ] Hammer under tulle
- [ ] Performance
- [ ] Clarify the desire and the relationship between the various elements listed

Tuesday 23/3/7

I always struggle with the concept and the why behind it, always wanting to explain. But I figured it out last night, art is not equal to philosophy, the purpose is not disenchantment, but a beautiful maze.
After chatting with david yesterday, I decided to focus on hair, like the physical nature of hair itself, believing that hair can inspire logical possibility.

I was talking to my friend yesterday and I showed him my logical thought process and he gave me some advice. He said in my thinking I was thinking about non-binary bodies, femininity and even queer budding. Although my fragmented childhood memories are intertwined, he suggested that I don’t have to answer all the questions at once, and even these themes are enough to carry out research paths for decades. Each project carries a part of it, a point of view Output.
He also suggested that perhaps thinking about it biologically, in the context of a future post-human, this body change, a transition from a carbon-based organism to a silicon-based one.
Links can be made to the state of linguistics and philosophy.

When I was browsing the show pictures of Issey Miyake today, I suddenly got a lot of visual inspiration on how to live, grow old, sick and die
While browsing maisonmargiela's runway images, I find gender expression possibilities and ways I feel most comfortable/maybe just an excuse to buy tabi. . .
When browsing the pictures of ccp's works, I understand why I like leather as a material, and understand the poetry in it, maybe I will use this element in my works.

Hair Thoughts:
- [ ] The sexiness and strangeness of wet hair
- [ ] The ambiguous relationship between hair and body: hair and body are neither homogeneous nor purely heterogeneous. Hair is bodily, but only a half bodily. Hair grows from the body, its roots are buried in the soil of the body, it originates from the body. The hair is restrained, imprisoned, and bound by the body, and the hair obeys the orders of the body. Out of which the body has some perfect totality, the hair overflows, and is not an essential organic part of the body. Hair originates chemically from the body, and likewise chemically does not belong entirely to the body, which is The paradoxical ambiguity of body and hair.
- [ ] Obsession with hair is a substitute obsession with body; obsession with body is obsession with pleasure, obsession with hair is obsession with symbolic pleasure, obsession with symbolic pleasure.
- [ ] Body worship and obsession
- [ ] Hair salon: Hair connects the body and society in the hair salon, aesthetics and politics are linked in the hair salon.
- [ ] Bald/Suicide/Hunger Strike/Male Long Hair/Postmodern-Hair Dyeing
- [ ] Hairstyling: Most of these unnatural hairstyles are intentional, contrived and purposeful, and as such, it is a strategic political choice, aesthetic choice and life choice.

In the morning, I figured out the content about the hair, and then I am ready to start doing research to see how the hair starts to develop physically/realistically. In the process of more research, determine your own position.

Used chatgpt this afternoon, the first time I've used it. In fact, this hot spot has lasted for a long time, but because I am usually very afraid of technology or artificial intelligence, I put it off until now. I asked it several questions, and it felt like it was a relatively pure experience summary. Anyway, I am very grateful to it for helping me make a list of books.
At the same time, in the process of talking with chatgpt, I feel a feeling of mutual domestication. It's still scary, but it's already started so let's have fun.

After returning home, I took a shower. Then I read "Book of Changes" while listening to techno, a musician from Berlin on youtube. It's amazing, it feels like my mental state is completely out of whack, it's so fucking cool.

Saturday 23/11/6

This week I was a bit out of work, and then I decided to go out and walk with friends. I went to bricklane with my friend and both of us were a bit upset.

Then I sat in the pret and ordered a cup of coffee. It was like soot mix water, it was disgusting. The bad mood fell to the bottom. So I decided to look at the portal with my friends, and found out that I was admitted by CSM. I couldn't believe it, and repeatedly refreshed the webpage. After confirming I called my parents, so happy and excited, I could see my hands shaking!!!

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